yes?

today was, pretty much indescribable.. so many ups yet downs at a certain time, makes it a little harder.. i've prepared myself so, the consequences of some decisions i've made.. but those so called preparation are never enough to bring me chills.. i still spend my days with a heart that beats faster than it usually does and my eyes are always wide open, its like they are scared, as well. i just want these bad dreams to end. very soon.... terus22, lately idk why i'm always sleepy, the thing i wanna do as soon as i got home from sekul is to sleep (=| hoam? #curcol #kebo #ilovetidur